Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Clearing the clutter and making room...

All right, all right... I'm going to "fess up" and admit my screw-up from last night.  I noticed on the SB Food List that I was able to have a sugar-free fudgecicle.... but I don't eat chocolate.... so there I was at the local grocery store getting some black beans so I could actually make a mexican salad tomorrow and for an unknown reason I gravitated towards the frozen food section... there standing opposite me with nothing but an icy cold see through door was some Weight Watchers Toffee Ice Cream Bars (2 points on WW if you're counting).  In a moment of weakness, I bought them (justifying all the time that if you can have a fudgecicile, you should be able to have this... and after all, the chocolate on it probably isn't even real, and if it is,,, there is only this tiny little bit).  Unfortunately, in another moment of weakness between 10pm-11pm (I really have to get to bed earlier - which wont be a problem come next week and my 6am Baking Lab) I ate one.  I've felt guilty about it all day.  Ok ok I ate two, but honestly that's the whole truth;  and I did say from the start that no matter what this was a "no holds bars" documentation of my journey, so that includes honesty at all times.  Does this mean I should go to confession on Sunday?

But I digress.  The point of my blog today is clearing clutter and making room... and although this may be somewhat metaphorical, it's literal too.  I spent the day yesterday going through all of my clothes and set aside anything I haven't worn in the past year.  I decided that if I'm going to be successful, I have to really let go, and that includes clothes I never wear.  I laundered them, packed them all up and brought them to our local rescue mission type place here in our town.  After all, they're good clothes and someone out there can put them to good use.  I left the place feeling so good that not even the pending rain that would delay my kayak outing with friends got me down.  Since then, I've tried very hard to really take note on how I'm feeling and relate it to eating healthier.  The inner pessimist in me didn't even try to sneak out and make me feel guilty for last nights moment of weakness (which is odd...) so I guess I really am letting go and making room both on the inside and out....

Breakfast:
2 egg omelet with a small sprinkling of low-fat mozz. cheese and salsa topping (only 2 tbsp as noted on my food list) and a glass of low sodium V8 (just didn't want to chop veggies today)

Snack:
Broccoli

Lunch:
Easy - left overs from last nights dinner, with 1/3 of an avocado and a hard boiled egg

Snack:
2 Laughing Cow cheese triangles (is two ok?)

Dinner: (see picture)
OK, this is where I shined tonight!  Early this am I marinated 6 medium sized  raw shrimp (shell and all) in a little lime zest, juice, chipotle chili, thyme, and cayenne pepper.  Tonight I grilled it with two baby zucchini from my garden and of course, you know it, it's getting to be a theme here.... some sauteed swiss chard (I have to eat it while it's plentiful in the garden.

Snack:
Left over sugar-free jello in the fridge

EAT YOUR HEART OUT RACHEL RAY



Only question... How am I gonna top tonights dinner tomorrow?

4 comments:

  1. Dinner looks delicious! Sounds like you had a much better day today. No more toffee ice cream bars for you, missy!

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  2. I don't even really know why I did it (which is the saddest part of it all) - I was way too wide awake and perhaps bored and obsessing.....

    Dinner was delish! If you don't have/use Chipotle Chili poweder yet, get some... this was a take on that Warm Seafood Salad I was going to make to take to Dougs.... I could see this grilled up with Shrimp, Crab and then tossed with some black beans, avocado, roasted peppers and such... just enough spice for me,,,,

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  3. Hey Spice Girl! There are going to be ups and downs all along the way -- being honest and not beating yourself up are key! Keep it up! xo L

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  4. Hey Linda, thanks for that... that's what my whole policy is for this blog, no matter what, honesty and just letting go of any hiccups along the way... so far so good, and it honestly doesn't feel as if I'm depriving myself... it just seems normal.

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